Poem.

Kelly Gibbons
Eng 284 Gudding
Word Count: 7,550
I came into this poetry project as well, a project. I never really thought of myself as a writer, I am always the reader. The behind-the-scenes kinda girl. At first I wished for anonymity in my writing, as perhaps a shield for myself, but more of a shield from judgment. I wanted my writing to be read, and did not want preconceived notions about me, my race, my gender and so on to cloud anyone’s reading of my poems. But then as I began to write, I realized it was okay to put my name on, and it came to a point when I was proud to put my name on it. Although I do not love every single poem I have written, I do enjoy the overall accomplishment. We were told to write for quantity not quality. What the fuck ever. I cannot do that, I have to be proud of my words as my words are going to make an impression on you. I cannot just write bullshit and be a-ok with it. There were times when I wanted to stop writing and I checked my word count many times, but I still continued to write, or I took a break. And as far as being weird or strange, well I already had that covered. Everyone is weird in their own way. My first poem, entitled Reaction was literally a reaction. I took Ambien (a sleeping pill) and instead of feeling blissfully tired, I began hallucinating. It was bizarre to say the least, probably mostly because I was aware that I was not actually seeing what my eyes claimed. Ode is simply me putting my music player on shuffle, writing down song titles, and seeing where I could go with it. I was feeling a bit bummed and lost because I felt like I was not inspired. Game was simply writing about two games I like to play, the first being Fallout 3 and the second being the Sims. Fallout 3 is a game about post apocalyptic. There is so much darkness, desolate and fear. And yet there are pockets of a beautiful humanity, those who cannot give up hope. I wanted to show that it is not just some silly shooting RPG (role-playing game) but that there was a deeper meaning. I also love playing the Sims; I have played this game since it was first released years ago. I become annoyed when my friends tease me about having some god-complex, and wanted to show there is another side to playing the game. Perhaps it is living vicariously, or living as I wish I could. Despite writing about things that I enjoy, I just did not feel I was writing something very profound. Not that I have expectations of writing the best poetry in the world, I just felt I was not being thought-provoking enough. Feeling like my writing was not what I wished it was I simply tried to think about things differently. Using normal objects to talk about life, humanity and I created Plastic. I absolutely love this poem. It is simply about how greedy, vain and uncaring humans are. It’s the darker side of humanity. Translation was extremely interesting to work on. First I took Plastic into Google translator and put it into German then Spanish then Japanese and back to English. The second translation used Russian then Italian then Chinese. I decided to put Plastic into one column then the translations next to it. Some made me burst out laughing, others were bizarre or made no sense, and a few were profound. I thoroughly enjoyed how it changed my poem into something different, not better or worse, just intriguing. I must say that I did two centos as the last poems. One called Borrowed is taken from Emily Dickenson, and the second, called Stolen is from Lorine Niedecker. I was not happy with the Dickenson one, I respect her poetry but do not love it, and I felt I was plagiarizing her in a negative manner, hence the title. I simply borrowed words to form my poem. I attempted to write about death (how difficult using Emily D.) but also tried to make the poem become about acceptance of death. For Niedecker though, I actually enjoyed taking lines and making my own poem. At first I started out taking lines out of context, and making them seem inappropriate, but my goal was to write about relationships. The sexual, the conflict, the love. I felt it was a poem that tied up all the others. At the base of ourselves we all want love, despite all of the negative humanity can do, there is always hope for something more. I hope that my poems, even if it is just one line, make one think. About something, anything, whether it be different from what was previously thought or if it just opens eyes. Don’t over-analyze, just read. Enjoy. Think. As an author, that is all I can ask of you. Of course, giving directions as to what do it is a bit obnoxious. Luckily for you, I do not have a poetry high-horse. There is no chip on my shoulder. I shall not look down upon you from my educated eyes. I am simply a young woman who wrote some words in the hope of creating some sort of reaction. (That last sentence is an awesome segue into the first poem by the way. I am a genius).

Reaction
So apparently I was out of my head…
Although everything was inside it,
Racing and confused,
My cat was made out of
Styrofoam
The dinosaur in the corner
Nodded his head to me,
His Brontosaurusyness comforting
Sadly I was stuck in my bed,
Which was actually
A marble basin
Don't worry!
My door was a noble lady,
Clad in some heavy,
Rich material
Her hat...filmy
Like some cheap guaze
Her alien arms moved
Some creepy monotonous fashion
Her gauze covered head bobbing
I ignored her
The Brontosaurs smiled
The door would not leave me alone
Her ridiculous overdressed self
I hate hats
She reminded me of all the people in Court
Like back during monarchies
Some back-biting courtier's wife
Very untrustworthy.
Plus her hat was ridiculous
There were two clocks
One of top of the other
Perhaps it was a bit excessive
Whatever, it's not like I put them like that.
I feel the need to state that
My marble basin was particularly
Beige
Actually, I would hate to put that in my bathroom,
Not really my taste, some beige rock
With darker streaks running through it
Like some pompous, hubris attempt
To be like the Roman emperors,
Why the hell you'd want to be like them anyway
Ew, Caligula, Nero! Hello!
So in my marble basin
I terribly wanted to be rid of my door.
I mean, she was so pushy,
Her arms were much too skinny,
And I'm pretty sure there was
A stick up her ass.
Really, not my kind of person
If she did have a stick up her ass though,
She might have splinters, ouch
I'm assuming that would hurt quite a bit,
I saw a TV show where some weird guy
Scrubbed his penis clean with a scouring pad
I don't have a penis, but that is fucking creepy.
I do have a butt hole though, and I really
Don't want splinters in it.
So I'll perhaps give my door a drop of sympathy
But she probably put the stick up there herself
Because she's some creepy masochist
Should I be worried that I know how to spell masochist
Without looking it up?
Anyway this door has terrible taste in clothes,
And is a gossiping, freaky bitch,
Yet she simply won't leave me be.
Despite all this ridiculousness of her,
I don't ask her to leave, nor feel the need
To punch her in the face.
Perhaps it's because she is a door,
And doesn't have a face to punch,
That besides she's a door, it's not like
She can just go anywhere.
That would suck, to be on hinges.
Don't give her any sympathy though.
You can pet the Brontosaurs if you'd like
Shame I didn't catch his name,
He was so friendly and warm.
Not literally warm, but the warm and fuzzy
Kinda feeling you get from being safe
So, in the mean time, my dog
Has been sleeping with me the whole time,
She's a bit dumb, so she hasn't noticed the visitors
Actually, she's just stupid, but I don't want
To hurt her feelings.
She's not her usual black puggy self tonight though,
She has transformed herself into a cartoon,
A small white dog with black patches
I assumed that if she transformed herself,
She'd be some big beast of a dog,
But hey, who am I to judge?
I have no clue why she'd become a cartoon dog,
But whatever
She would probably didn't notice our guests,
Partially because she's dumb,
But mostly because she likes to bark
After people leave
Or dinosaurs, or doors
I've heard animals and children are good
Judges of character,
Anyone ever ask why these two are in the same category?
Anyway, my dog should have warned me
About this snooty door,
But she was too busy being a
Cartoony dog
Why would she be 2D anyway?
I guess her brain is too small to know better
The Brontosaurs was telling me to go to sleep,
The door lady was being annoying
And my cartoon dog was of no use
I mean, my marble basin was comfortable,
I should just fall asleep
And dream crazy dreams
I looked at the two clocks,
They read the same time.
Super late, gah!
I was going to be super tired tomorrow.
I blame the door, I mean who the hell
Could I close my eyes with this deceitful door standing over me?
Perhaps the Brontosaurs would watch over me,
I curled up in my basin,
I was suddenly so overwhelmingly tired,
Blissfully being seduced into sleep,
I gave the door one last rueful look
And closed my eyes.
Ode.

Young Folks
Your Song
Blackbird
Slept So Long
Just a Girl

Slung Yolks
Our Bong
Slack-turd
Lept to Song
Must Swirl

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Beware! Criminal
Nature Boy
County Line
Paper Shoes
No Way Out

Aware! Minimal
Coy Mature
Bounty Mine
Leper Shows
So Say clout

---

Idiot Box
The Power of Goodbye
Sugarland
La Tortura
O...Saya

Dot Sox
The Lower of Moody
Sugar-man
La Tortuga
O...Say

---

Another Way To Die
Shaft
Paper Planes
Dear Prudence
More Boys I Meet

Smother Ways To Lie
Laughed
Pap Plans
Smear Students
I Meet More Boys

---

White Horse
Blood and Roses
Come on Get Higher
Borderline
All Around Me

Lite House
Mood and Moses
Me No Le Sigh
Order-mine
Small Round Men

---

All I Want Is You
Picture Perfect
Mama
Redefine
Build You Up

Small Wants I Do
Prefect Pict
Llama
Re-line
Bullied Up

---

Move Over
Pastures of Plenty
This Sad Song
Chop Suey!
Karma Chameleon

More Oven
Past for Lent
These Glad Gongs
Chopper Sweets
Melon Karma

---
Spiderwebs
Saints And Angels
How Come You Don't Call Me
You Won't Find This
Terrible Lie

Wider Ebbs
Taints and Angels
You Don't Call Me, How Come
These Finds You Won't Do
Pie Terry

---

Wish You Were Here
Blue Jay Way
True Love's Kiss
Tim McGraw
Inside Your Heaven

Her Wishes, You're Weird
Say Lay Lye
Kiss, True Love
Time McCaw
Haven You In

---

Out From Under
Si Te Vas
Miracle
One Day I'll Fly Away
A Kiss to Send Us Off

Plunder For Clout
Si, Vacas
Oracle
O, Pray Flee
Of Bliss, Mend Us

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Wasted
I Care 4 U
Would You Go With Me
How Sweet It Is
The Chance

Alas, how I have wasted the chance,
I found it so sweet,
When you asked if I would go with you,
And though that I care for you, I cannot

---

I'm Like A Bird
It's Whatever
Girl
All Good Things Come
In Another's Eyes

In another's eyes,
Perhaps I am like a bird,
A girl with wings,
Whatever creature I am,
Good things shall come to me,
For I wait

---

Fences
That Don't Impress me Much
If I Fell
Girlfriend
Drive

The lies that drive you don't impress me,
As I am your girlfriend, I should do anything to be with you
But I have a fear of heights, for if I fell...
So I stand beside the fence looking up

---

Prelude
Magic Medicine
The Wrong Side of Memphis
I Want You With Me
Liquid Dance

I want you with me,
Here on the the wrong side of Memphis
The color of my skin a prelude to disaster
If I could just take a magic medicine,
One that changed your perceptions
And yet you see me as the Sambo,
Dancing a liquid dance

---

Come Over
I Refuse
Stays in Mexico
Fight
Elephant Love Medley

I refuse to come over,
And fight
Your ridiculous need for attention,
Composing some elephant love medley,
For me to listen to,
And hate
But eh, what happens in Mexico,
Stays in Mexico

---

Don't Phunk With My Heart
This One's for the Girls
Nebula
Fancy
Rhythm of the Night

I fancy in the Rhythm of the Night,
Our bodies twisting under a Nebula
This one is for the girls, for all the times
You Phunked with my heart
I shall take you, and leave you
Shallow

---

All I Want is You
A Crow Left of the Murder
Everybody Wants to Rule
A Whole New World
Rain Please Go Away

In a whole new world,
Everyone wants to rule,
Yet all I want is you,
As I ask the rain to
Please go away,
I know that that a crow
Left of the murder has flown,
And we are alone

---
Game
I like how they make tires into armour
Those clever ghouls
Nay, they are beasts,
Beasts of human evil,
Or was it cleverness?
Why are they always male?
Could the females not survive?
Are we, truly the weaker sex?
And yet I, a mere girl
Can defeat them,
Fear not, for I am good,
So good I can Fisto! you to death,
So good, I can be the black widow.
And now, I am alone
Infinitely alone.
I pay people to follow me so I won't be so lonely,
And yet here I stand,
Lonely yet not alone,
Watching the world disintegrate,
A world I wish I had known before the fall,
I used to hide,
In the shadows, the bushes,
My fear of the unknown was overwhelming,
Survive.
Somehow I am vain
I see it in the color of my hair,
The fact I bother brushing it,
It is beyond fire red,
It's more maraschino.
We don't have those anymore
In fact, we don't have much of anything
Scraps of humanity
Clinging to life.
Dogs attack me,
Ants flame me,
People shoot me,
And I keep going.
What is this perverse need to survive?
Sometimes I'd like to be like the skeletons
Undisturbed, peaceful
The struggle is over for them,
We did this to ourselves,
That's what is so disgusting,
So unbelievable,
I could be in worse shape,
My skin could be falling off,
Flesh somehow rotting and living,
Living and dying,
We're back to that again.
Despite everything, I still hope
Perhaps that is the great lesson of all
No matter what, humans can hope.
Really, it's a bit disgusting,
And yet beautiful.
I return home.
How I wish I could have lived before
But there is only the after.
What everyone has to deal with
Nostalgia has nothing to do with it
Trust me.
Sometimes when I get sad I listen to zing!
Of my gun,
It cheers me up,
But then again if I am using it...
That means something is dying.
Not my fault,
Don't make this to be some ridiculous lesson
Of good and evil.
There's no dichotomy.
We are both.
I have witnessed this,
Far too many examples,
There are of course, the few who are
Really good or really bad,
But they are the oddity.
What am I?
Who am I?
Could I have been any different?
How could anyone do any more then survive?
What is impressive, is that I have a pet
I mean, are you fucking kidding me?
Humanity fell apart,
Just like the mortar,
The bricks,
The re-bar,
And yet I have a pet
My only link to what it was before.
It's a dog,
Unfailing loyal.
So predictable,
And yet we help each other,
Survive, not live.

---

I am the god
Of my people
I make them how I want
When I want
They do what I say
But I don't have a god complex
I just enjoy making the story
Sometimes, I make the lives like I wish I had
Sometimes, I make a mess of things, just to see
Usually though, I just do the things I want to do
Like have children
Do the best job I can to raise them
See the blending of faces,
Our so-called genes.
Sometimes, people have silly easy lives,
Other times, the people they seem to have
Hard lives, somehow no matter gets done
What even I do,
They have difficulty
Moody
Jobless
Penniless
See?
This is why I am not god-like
I do not have complete control
There is so much out there
That I simply cannot do what I want
Just like life
I do have some control
I can alter mood
But they have free-will
Although...I can turn it off,
But that is creepy.
A bit too controlling.
I hate when my people are ugly
I love that they are always perfect,
Despite physical imperfections, I can hide
With makeup, clothes,
Pretending perfection.
Just like in real life,
We have to simulate,
We have to pretend,
We have to hide,
And here we are,
Person and simulation
Controller and
Controllee
Perhaps its symbiotic
Certainly it cannot be parasitic
I ran out of science terms.
I don't study like I make my people do,
I feel like a ruler, not a deity
My people, ha ha
I control, to a degree perhaps
But they have a choice,
Always
A choice

Plastic
I glance at the plastic cow
She offers me her milk
I want to refuse, but I do not want to be
rude
I don't want plastic chemicals
I am already a chemical
A disgusting succubus of falisty
Of fakeness, of unreality
When I die the crows will
Skip
Over my body
They know I am poison.
I see the statue of liberty,
Some ridiculous minature, a lawn ornament,
Someone has taken the liberty to paint Her in
American flag colors.
She looks disgusted. Demeaned.
A dead deer stares at the sky,
Her body mangled,
Rigor mortise
Her face is serene
There is a truck bed full
Of signs
The ones that flash on the side of the road
Orange Orange
But they are lying still, face down
Silent
Waiting for their purpose to be fulfilled
I crunch gravel underneath my feet
My shoes oppress
My laughter shatters
I am destruction
Because I am human
I take and take and take
I never learned to share
No one did, we just pretended
We take and do not give back,
We are all smiles about it
You smile at your deceit
Shocked by the lack of care in this world,
You'll get what's coming to you
You chemical infested heathen
I cry at my humanity
Yet I sit silent
I eat the ovaries of trees
I enjoy their sweetness
I watch a horse grazing
I know its power
Beauty, grace, love
I covet these things,
As I covet you
And sin,
Beauty is a falsity
My mascara whispers lies
To my eyes
And yours
My lipstick spreads color
And death
Something died to make me beautiful
It's all a facade
The makeup
Take, take, take
We are all Vikings
Pirates
(Don't let that evoke some nostalgia
A stupid notion of adventure)
We rape, we pillage, we conquer
Ourselves
Congratulations!
You've just won blood
Blood on your hands
Macbeth guffaws at you
The wind chimes tinkle
I hung it myself,
To be reminded of what I can't see
Don't think of faith!
I blindfold myself to the dirt around
I see invisibly
Invisibilty
I make my own reality
Not virtual, not fictional
Mine
As do you,
You're plastic, you're fake
I see right into you
Not through you.
I count bubbles flying through the sky
They don't fly, they are pushed
Forced out into the world
Like babies
Babies ready to die
Butterflies who flutter about,
Their wings so readily earned,
So quickly taken.
Yesterday I looked in the mirror
I was Aphrodite
She smirked at me
I flicked her off,
She began a sing-song
I ran away
As I do with everything
We all do
Humans, we run the human race
Controllers
Of our own fate,
Which is inherently demise.
I worship images of the unattainable,
I distort myself
As I distort you
Your faults disturb me
I have a staring contest with my dog.
I win.
It because I am the most intelligent,
My brain is bigger,
Yeah, I keep up with the Jones'
Because I can and will be better
Then you
Me
The world
I am human, therefore I can
Conquer
Destroy
Feast
We are our own gluttony
We feed our vanity, greed, pride
And revel in it
Make it a fashion statement.
Oh my god! Like, totally amazing
We continue on our parade
Of generosity, of deceit
So careful to hide the cracks, the problems
The wrinkles our face,
The holes in our lies
The blackholes of our souls
As a car sped past I flipped him off
He flipped me the bird
It came crashing into my windshield,
My reality,
I held a funeral for the bird,
Buried in my backyard,
I put a tear in my eye,
So the world would know of this small tragedy.
Then I put a smile on my face,
It takes less muscles to smile
Less effort
It's easy being me
I am effortlessly human
I crave perfection,
But know I am not perfect.
It's all cool,
I accept reality.
I stare at people behind my sunglasses
I shoot daggers into the world
I jauntily walk, knowing I am immune
It can't stab back.
I swing my hips knowingly,
You wear belt buckles stealthly
You can't fool me, I know what you want
You want me stare at your cock,
As I want you to stare at my ass
We all cheat on each other
With each other
We dance the erotic dance fully clothed
A smile on our lips
A wetness in our pants
Concealed.
Don't worry honey, there's no secrets here
The whole world is a secret
A mystery to unravel.
Eve is pissed.
At you, at me,
We were all tempted,
Fuck Adam.
I just bitch-slapped him,
In turn I bled
Between my legs,
God chortled.
I cried.
My hormones raged.
I went to my frying pan.
It welcomed me.
I take a rib from Adam and eat it, Eve joins me
Athena chortles,
We kick them in the balls,
Prenteding we are better then them,
But we aren't
We just like to decieve ourselves,
As do you,
This isn't about gender or religion or geneitalia
I'm not here to stroke your cock,
Soothe your worries,
Turn your frown up-side down.
Please, continue fucking yourself
And others.
It's what I'm gunna do.
Because I am human,
I know what's best.
Translation
(Please read across, not as an individual column)
I glance at the plastic cow I looked at a cow made of plastic I looked at plastic cow
She offers me her milk I offered her milk I raised her milk
I want to refuse, but I do not want to be But I refuse, you do not want But I refused because I do not want
rude Rude Rude
I don't want plastic chemicals I do not want the chemicals in plastics I do not want chemicals in plastics
I am already a chemical Chemistry I Chemistry I
A disgusting succubus of falisty Succubus of negative falisty Witch negative falisty
Of fakeness, of unreality of fakeness, unrealistic The fakeness, unrealistic
When I die the crows will When crows die When the songs are dying
Skip Skip Skip
Over my body In my body In his television
They know I am poison. She knows the poison. Do you know poison.
I see the statue of liberty, I, please see the Statue of Liberty I believe, please visit the Statue of Liberty
Some ridiculous minature, a lawn ornament, Some silly small, ornamental grass, Some stupid small, ornamental grass,
Someone has taken the liberty to paint Her in Have the freedom to paint? Have the freedom to paint?
American flag colors. Colors of the flag. Color flag.
She looks disgusted. Demeaned. Seems to be annoyed. Decreases. It seems that anger. Lower.
A dead deer stares at the sky, The dead deer in the sky, Including the dead deer in the sky,
Her body mangled, His body was torn His body was torn
Rigor mortise Rigor mortise Strict tenon
Her face is serene His face is gentle His moderate
There is a truck bed full The truck bed is full Truck bed full of
Of signs Character Nature
The ones that flash on the side of the road On the side of the road, flash On the other side of the road, flashing
Orange Orange Orange Orange Orange Orange
But they are lying still, face down However, they are still down However, there is still down
Silent Silence Silence
Waiting for their purpose to be fulfilled Pending results Waiting for the outcome of
I crunch gravel underneath my feet I gravel under the feet of his crisis Gravel crisis
My shoes oppress My shoe press My shoes Print
My laughter shatters I break a smile I break a smile
I am destruction I am destroyed More than the destruction of
Because I am human Because I am human Because I have the right to
I take and take and take I'm guessing that you and I suspect that you and
I never learned to share I have never learned to share I never learn to share
No one did, we just pretended Everyone, we did Everything we have done
We take and do not give back, We will not return We will not return
We are all smiles about it We all have a smile of his We all smile
You smile at your deceit Detect a smile of his Found his smile
Shocked by the lack of care in this world, By the lack of attention in this world, shudder The lack of attention in this world and tremble
You'll get what's coming to you You get what What you can
You chemical infested heathen Gentiles chemical attacks Pagani chemical attacks
I cry at my humanity I call the human Word of the rights of
Yet I sit silent However, I am quiet However, I quietly
I eat the ovaries of trees Eat tree ovary Eat tree ovary
I enjoy their sweetness I'm such a sweet I am a sweet
I watch a horse grazing I watch a horse patrol I look forward to in the horse patrol
I know its power I know the power of Such a power
Beauty, grace, love Beauty, grace, love Beautiful, elegant, love
I covet these things, I feel these things, I think that
As I covet you You do not covet If you do not want
And sin, And sin, And evil,
Beauty is a falsity Beauty is fake Beauty is fake
My mascara whispers lies I whisper my mascara I whispered my mascara
To my eyes In my eyes It seems to me that
And yours And his And his
My lipstick spreads color Color of my lipstick fat spreads The color of my lipstick fat spreads
And death And death And death
Something died to make me beautiful My beautiful death? I have a beautiful death?
It's all a facade This is the front The front
The makeup Makeup Make-up
Take, take, take Is to take It is through
We are all Vikings We have all the Vikings We have all the pirates
Pirates Pirates Pirates
(Don't let that evoke some nostalgia They will not nostalgic (? I am not nostalgic (?
A stupid notion of adventure) Stupidity adventure) Foolish adventure)
We rape, we pillage, we conquer We rape, plunder, conquest We rape, plunder, conquest
Ourselves Us We
Congratulations! Congratulations! Congratulations!
You've just won blood You won just blood You just won the blood
Blood on your hands His blood His blood
Macbeth guffaws at you Laugh at the Macbeth Laughter's "Macbeth"
The wind chimes tinkle Wind bells ring Wind Bell
I hung it myself, I did my I am in my
To be reminded of what I can't see To be remembered that they can not see To remember that they can not see
Don't think of faith! I have faith and do not think so! I do not think so!
I blindfold myself to the dirt around Venda me around the globe I text all over the world
I see invisibly Please see my invisible To see if I can not see
Invisibilty Invisibilty Invisibilty
I make my own reality I am my own reality I have my own reality
Not virtual, not fictional The virtual non-fiction In fact, non-fiction
Mine My My
As do you, How As
You're plastic, you're fake Plastic, which can be bad Plastic, can be bad
I see right into you I, please refer to the right I pray the right
Not through you. In the case. In such a case.
I count bubbles flying through the sky I count the flying bubble I can not wait to fly to the bubble
They don't fly, they are pushed No Fly Press Note Fly News
Forced out into the world Force in world Forces in the world
Like babies Baby Baby
Babies ready to die Prepared for death of baby In preparation for child deaths
Butterflies who flutter about, The flutter of a butterfly, In the flutter of butterflies,
Their wings so readily earned, Sono Tasuku to get so easily Tasuku is that this is so easy
So quickly taken. So fast. So fast.
Yesterday I looked in the mirror Yesterday, I looked in the mirror Yesterday, I looked at the mirror
I was Aphrodite My Aphrodite My Aphrodite
She smirked at me I Smirke More than smirk
I flicked her off, My Flicker My flicker
She began a sing-song He began, "Song of Songs He began to say, "Song Song
I ran away I escape Escape
As I do with everything I have all I am
We all do We have it all We are all
Humans, we run the human race The man, the human race People, human
Controllers Controllers Controller
Of our own fate, Our fate, From Our destiny
Which is inherently demise. It is a natural decline. This is a natural decline.
I worship images of the unattainable, I worship the image of unattainable I like the image of God, can not be achieved
I distort myself I distort my China's distortion
As I distort you I will distort the understanding More distorted understanding
Your faults disturb me To worry about your mistakes Take care of their own mistakes
I have a staring contest with my dog. My dog is my eyes are competitive. My dog my eyes competitive.
I win. Win. Victory.
It because I am the most intelligent, Because I is smart Because I am smart
My brain is bigger, My brain is a major My brain is a great
Yeah, I keep up with the Jones' Yes, I agree with Jones Yes, I agree with Jones
Because I can and will be better And because I get better, And because I better
Then you Then Then
Me Me I
The world ZAWARUDO ZAWARUDO
I am human, therefore I can I am human so I can I believe that human beings, so I can
Conquer Conquest Conquest
Destroy Destruction Destruction
Feast Fixed Fix
We are our own gluttony We pamper our As long as we have
We feed our vanity, greed, pride We vanity, greed, pride Feed We are very proud, greed, pride of power
And revel in it And And
Make it a fashion statement. Create a fashion statement. To create a fashion statement.
Oh my god! Like, totally amazing Oh, my God! Very surprised at how Oh, God! Very surprised how
We continue on our parade We rely on parade We rely on the march
Of generosity, of deceit Generosity, fraud Generous, fraud
So careful to hide the cracks, the problems So, crack, be careful about the issues Therefore, the cracks should be noted that the issue of
The wrinkles our face, Crease in the face of our In our
The holes in our lies We have a hole We have a hole
The blackholes of our souls Soul of a black hole The soul is a black hole
As a car sped past I flipped him off The speed of the car in the past, I The speed of the machine in the past, I
He flipped me the bird He has shown me the bird He showed me the birds
It came crashing into my windshield, It was my windshield He is my glass
My reality, My Reality China's reality
I held a funeral for the bird, I have a funeral for the bird I have a bird funeral
Buried in my backyard, Buried in my backyard Buried in my yard
I put a tear in my eye, I have tears in my eyes I have tears in my eyes
So the world would know of this small tragedy. I know that, in the world, this small tragedy. I know that in the world, this little drama.
Then I put a smile on my face, Then, the smile on my face Then, a smile on my face
It takes less muscles to smile It takes fewer muscles to laugh It requires less muscle laugh
Less effort Less work Less work
It's easy being me It's easy for me! This is very easy for me!
I am effortlessly human I am a simple man I am a simple person
I crave perfection, I thirst for perfection I want a perfect
But know I am not perfect. However, it is not perfect for me. However, this is not my ideal.
It's all cool, This is cool This is the cold
I accept reality. I accept the reality. I accept the reality.
I stare at people behind my sunglasses I have people behind the sunglasses and look at the They are the people, and look for glasses
I shoot daggers into the world Antagonism of the world shot Antagonism of the film in the world
I jauntily walk, knowing I am immune The fate of my feet, I know the immune The fate of my foot, I know, the immune system
It can't stab back. It is not a back stab. This does not come back to the knife.
I swing my hips knowingly, I know my swing is back I know my swing is back
You wear belt buckles stealthly Belt buckle bearing stealthly Belt buckle bearing stealthly
You can't fool me, I know what you want That you can not fool me, know what I want You can not fool me, I would like to
You want me stare at your cock, To see your cock To see your cock
As I want you to stare at my ass My Ass, see My ass, see
We all cheat on each other We are all the other tricks We have all of the other skills
With each other Each other Any other
We dance the erotic dance fully clothed Sensual dance, dressed in completely Emotional dance, dressed in completely
A smile on our lips Smile on the lips Smile lips
A wetness in our pants We are in the wet pants We are in the wet pants
Concealed. Disguise. Masking.
Don't worry honey, there's no secrets here , Here is a secret please do not worry honey This is the secret, do not worry honey
The whole world is a secret All the mysteries of the world All of the secret world
A mystery to unravel. To solve the mystery. In order to solve this mystery.
Eve is pissed. Eva is sour. New Year's Eve is harsh.
At you, at me, You are about me, about You are my, about
We were all tempted, We were all trying to We are all trying to
Fuck Adam. ADAMUFAKKU. ADAMUFAKKU.
I just bitch-slapped him, I fucking hit him Hell I beat him
In turn I bled In return for my bread In response to my bread
Between my legs, Between my legs Between legs
God chortled. Gods chortled. Gods chortled.
I cried. I cried. I cried.
My hormones raged. My raging hormones. My raging hormones.
I went to my frying pan. I went to my bread. I went to my bread.
It welcomed me. He welcomed me. He welcomed my favor.
I take a rib from Adam and eat it, Eve joins me I have eaten the ribs of Adam and Eve I conclude the I have a rib of Adam and Eve, the end of
Athena chortles, Athena chortles, Athena chortles,
We kick them in the balls, We participate in a ball We are participating in the ball
Prenteding we are better then them, Prenteding're than those Prenteding're, in addition to those
But we aren't However, we do not However, there is
We just like to decieve ourselves, We are, we just need to decieve At present, we only need to decieve
As do you, How As
This isn't about gender or religion or geneitalia Genetic sex, and religion in Italy is not Hereditary, in Italy and religious
I'm not here to stroke your cock, I cook a stroke here, am Cook more than a stroke in the morning
Soothe your worries, Alleviate the concerns of their To alleviate their fear
Turn your frown up-side down. Frown turned out. This is unsatisfactory.
Please, continue fucking yourself Keep your fucking Hold down the hell
And others. Among others. And so on.
It's what I'm gunna do. I have been to Gunnar. I Gunnar.
Because I am human, Because I am human Because I have the right to
I know what's best. It's up to me. This happened to me.


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Kelly Gibbons (722)

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