worldfull of beautiful or just an eye
wired to see it or am i more beautiful?
for my father beauty equals completeness
or having things on hand: containers
of screws all shapes all sizes all singing
to connect. my father dances to words of old
on-file computer magazines which mean
the history of technological evolution:
Wired, InfoWorld ’87 to the end or end
of subscription. pin them down then limbs
under UV make bullion spring from denim
and a-walk through the end of summer
or more abstract grass peppered w/ aluminum
as plastic biodegrades leads to daddy’s frugality
or savings restructuring old tools and plans
to build with the shavings leftover
and unswept. solder to this Depression lessons
in love to carry forward not me into modal
completion every wrinkle every word every
believe it enough to know better from some
or other pulpit look look still every word
look look foul every crest of data
with an enchaosed line, a second opinion.
desire constricts the Depression flavor her boullion
what to buy what to buy what to buy
summer covers winter shorts short circuit
into a metataste a taste of everything a black
taste in which flavors reunite the end of a dance
marathon. i dance as if to mean as well
i dance as if to mean i dance as if i dance
dance “
to mean to mean i dance to mean well. i dance but not
to hurt as well. i dance well. i dance mean. i mean as well.
i mean. i, as dance, mean well. i, as mean, dance
well. i, as if, too. if to mean a swell i dance. i dance
to swell. i dance “as if” to mean “as well,” as well
as dance. i dance meanly. i mean meanly. i mean
i would mean dancely, if i could. i mean to dance
with ardency in the
as well. i swell with Edith., her thoughts dance
as if i mean well. poor Edith. i dance a meal
to mean something to Edith as well. if she
remembers. Edith thinks. Edith thinks “well
he means well” as if a swell in her thinking
means she will dance as well. i can see the dance
of her forward thinking. i mean i can dance
her into thinking forward with me dancing.
it will mean something. she will dance. i will
swell. Edith dances well. i mean to dance
Edith to mean as if i mean well. i mean Edith
is swell, as if she means more than any tiny dancer
or any dancing meaner in any heaven-hell.
as if as Edith dances her sweater dances
as well as sweat fills her with a chill, which
means if i can dance in then, i will. any
Edith can sweat but not mean for me as well.
i dance in. i dance in a vest as if i mean
the chaps beneath my suitcoat. i dance
not wearing a suitcoat into my forward
thinking will, as if a signal to Edith. she dances
and sings to herself and i dance it to mean
she is happy. as i dance, i mean. i dance
meaning into the air. i dance what i mean
when Edith leans over late-evening for a kiss
as well. i dance the kiss and it means for me
as well as Edith. i dance as if to means as well.
i dance Edith into evening into morning.
i dance what i want into we. Edith dances
her thinking into believe. by next week
i dance with any Jenny. any Jenny dances
well, at least as well as Edith or any other.
i dance new allegiances, making sure the meaning
of my dancing means as well. any Jenny
dances risquely as if to mean sexing. i dance
as if sexing any Jenny. any Jenny does not
need me to dance as if i mean well. in fact,
i dance without dancing my meaning. in this
dance the meaning is clear and not lacking.
any Jenny swells as we dance her reddens
mean any Jenny sexes well. any Jenny dances
mixing together her reds. i mean in forgetting.
i mean it dances out evening into morning
again as before as well. any Jenny dances
into morning as if to bed me as well i mean.
i dance waking any Jenny by way of alarm
bell. we dance bells to mean parting church
bells knell bells day bells a bell collection
bells for all seasons mean ringing as if to ring
clarifies a meaning or re-dances a meaning
to me or any Jenny. a bell dances a cherubim
or seraphim into any Jenny’s way of dancing
her meaning for me. as if the angels attend
to us in the frequency of bells means our dance
of sexing is blessed. any Jenny heaves a sigh
that dances through the morning of her leaving
midday and evening as well, leaves my heart
with a swell as if her absence means a dirge
plays in which i dance myself to mean sorrow.
i mean to dance her absence well. i mean
to dance in between Ediths and Jennys as if
a transparent but separate and purposeful
dance characterizes our complicated interplays.
i dance meanly inside as Edith returns, as if
the stars mean to align for me and my swells.
she dances a kiss as well as sexes. i dance
sexes with Edith to mean loves as if i dance
sexes with any Jenny. i feel Edith’s dancing
heart as she swell as if a love overcomes her.
i dance Edith to mean any Jenny as well
hold both as if in love in mind as well. i dance
Edith’s foreign awkward smiles to mean
love as she sings in her comfort with what i
mean. her crooked teeth as yellow as hell
as she smilesings and my heart dances as her
tongue traces races over her craggy teeth
to make the words of the song i can hardly
tell what they mean i get so enraptured by
the dance of the words themselves and the
foreignness. my any Edith kisses my tongue
between the meaningless words which dance
into an effability only love knows how to dance
to mean something other than its meaning.
any Jenny has flubs of fat at her lower back
that shake sexily when she dances which means
she feels different sexing than skinnenbony
Edith but what does the difference mean?
i dance it to mean any dance gets better threeward,
i mean any Jenny has perfect sexy straight
white teeth that dance up and down, back
and forth as she dances and i see them dance,
meaning the world stays stable beneath our dancing
feet or the world means to mirror our dances as well.
i lean on two loves. i dance two desires
into distinct loves. i dance loves how it
reddens me means well. i learn to dance
as if by the reddening. i learn to hurt as well.
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